James Brown, now 22, recounts the tragic murder of his father, Chris Brown, by Raoul Moat when he was just six years old. Moat's violent actions on July 3, 2010, not only claimed Chris's life but also left a lasting impact on James, who has spent years piecing together his father's identity through stories and memories shared by others. He laments that while Moat's actions have received extensive media coverage, his father's story has largely been forgotten. James describes his struggle with depression and feelings of loss, emphasizing the profound emotional scars left by the tragedy. He feels a deep responsibility to keep his father's memory alive, stating that he is a reflection of Chris and aims to honor his legacy. Despite the pain, he remains committed to living a life that would make his father proud, showcasing the enduring effects of violence on families and the importance of mental health awareness in the aftermath of such tragedies.