Amanda Holden, a prominent judge on Britain's Got Talent, has opened up about her past affair with actor Neil Morrissey during her marriage to Les Dennis, which she refers to as her 'fall from grace.' The affair, which emerged five years into her marriage, ultimately led to her divorce from Dennis in 2002. In a candid interview with Good Housekeeping, Holden admitted, 'I feel like it was my fault - I was the one who was married,' acknowledging the impact of her actions on all parties involved. She described the fallout from the affair as difficult, stating that it transformed her public image overnight. Meanwhile, Les Dennis, who has since remarried, expressed regret over how the situation unfolded, particularly regarding the emotional distress it caused him. Despite the tumultuous past, Amanda found happiness with Chris Hughes, marrying him in 2008 and raising two daughters together. This reflection highlights the complexities of personal relationships in the public eye and the lasting effects of public scrutiny.