Sonny Rollins, the acclaimed jazz saxophonist who passed away at 95, left behind a collection of personal writings that reveal his complex inner life. In The Notebooks of Sonny Rollins, set for release in 2024, the artist reflects on his struggles with self-doubt, stating, “there is within me a force working hard for my own destruction.” These notebooks, spanning from 1959 to 2010, document his journey of musical exploration and personal growth. Notably, Rollins took a significant break from performing in 1959 to practice extensively, often on the Williamsburg Bridge, marking a transformative period in his career. His writings encompass a range of topics, including nightclub culture, racism, and his aspirations to uplift others through music. Rollins believed that the saxophone could help people envision a better world. Following his death, the notebooks have gained attention, highlighting the depth of his thoughts and artistic journey.